Its been a few weeks since I have written.
Without being here, you already understand the reasons -
Life - gets - busy.
The job, the family, the responsibility involved:
Each require tasks that grow until it seems
I am floating in an ocean,
being tossed back and forth by the waves,
until I feel completely "out of control".
Driven by the demands on my time and energy,
so nothing is left after it all to give anymore, anywhere.
Then when I stop to look up-
I see all the water that has gone by me,
realizing it has been days and weeks since
I have connected myself with God on a deeper level.
Can I rest?
Is 'treading-water' acceptable with His plans for my life?
I am reminded of this when hear the story
of young man who recently died after fighting cancer for 12-years.
The people closest to him learned to see through his eyes:
that another twelve-years of life was the miracle!
So then I look at my own life, and wonder-
What have I done with what God has given me?
I learn to ask the important question: